Today i've been contemplating with myself whether i should drop 2unit maths cause as i did the past 2unit hsc maths exam papers i'm getting most questions wrong
the only questions i'm getting right is questions 1 and 2
the rest....i don't know...they all seem unfamilar to me
i can't remember the formulas and it seems so hard
There are 2 things i regret not doing in yr 12:
1. Dropping geography and changing to senior science or biology
2. dropping 2 unit maths and changing to general
i don't even know why i chose geography, i hate geography and yet i chose it for some odd reason
maybe it's cause i heard that we got to camp (which we didn't so that's why i chose it)
i'm on maths online now and there's so much stuff to learn for general
either way, it's either me failing in general or maths.....
i'm scared i'm not going to get into my course....cause i predict that for my uai i'm going to get:
Band 3 or 4 in geo
band 4 or 5 in modern history
band 5 in food tech
band 4 or 5 in standard english
band 3 or 4 in ext his
band 1 or 2 or 3 in maths
so i'm predicting i'll get around 60 - 75 uai....
maths and geo are my real let downs
i know the 2010 trials and hsc ain't going to be easy...
i know...no matter how hard i try i can't seem to understand 2 unit maths...
maths just crushed my spirit....and i'm so lost and confused
maybe i should talk about it to mr.fadoulli and mrs.strilakos, but i'm scared i'm going to cry...lol
and i know if i drop down i'm going to piss my whole family off
my mum's going to get really annoyed and my sister's going to start lecturing me and i know after that i'd feel like giving up
maybe i should just try and study 2 unit maths every lunch time after the trials and get ms.strilakos help me....
i believe there is still a lil hope for me to do well....as long as i get over 60 then i'd be happy....
and i should probrably consider the mistakes i'm making as something to learn about and be appreciative of...
lol i'm talking to myself.....
[ PrisKilla....currently re-piecing the spirit and hope that was crushed by maths ]
oh yeah, you might find this pretty sad of me, but i wrote a lil message to myself on my phone to not give up and if i kept trying there will be a solution....it's working actually cause there are many times in maths where i just feel like giving up....
*sigh* good luck to everyone on trials!